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Jessica ∫ 18 ∫ Japanese/Caucasian ∫
Incoming HPU College Student ∫
Yaoi Addict ∫ Asian addict ∫ Anime/manga ∫
I like listening to various types of music. I am usually quiet and shy at first, but once you talk to me I am pretty social. :) Feel free to ask me anything in my ask box.
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Dear Leanne,
Just incase you haven’t gotten my message to you I’ll say it here. Nothings wrong about the way you feel. I feel exactly the way you do. Heck I posted about it last week monday on here and livejournal but no one questioned me or even asked how I felt. If you want to take the time and read my post, here’s the fastest link http://tenten143.livejournal.com/14496.html
If you want to vent to me you can. I just don’t want any friendships to be broken >_< Graduation is around the corner! I want that day to be the happiest day of our lives.
Yesterday we thought that CJ was going to invite other people, including you. Also, amixa didn’t want to ask you because your parents don’t see her as a ‘good friend’ and doesn’t want to look any more bad. I was fortunate enough that i got invited after being home all the time. I don’t want to keep going out with Jason just to get out of the house ya know? I want to spend quality time with friends too. Especially you since you’re one of my first friends ever that I met after elementary. As I told Amixa already, I pretty much gave up on asking anyone out to hang since you guys are busy with your lives, have already went out, or don’t even bother replying. That’s why I wait for people to invite me instead. However, recently I started inviting people like when I asked people to go prom dress shopping with me. I asked you but you told me to ask amixa or lea so i did. I really wanted to go out with you guys (i mean you and teresa) for prom dress shopping but no one asked. :/ I try not to make a huge deal out of this but if I have to because a precious friend of mine is feeling the same then I will.
You are an amazing, fun friend to have around. I know this sounds cheesy but hey, I LIKE CHEESE! When you’re not around it’s too quite and awkward… Ever since intermediate I thought you were just a loud person that sometime gets irritating but as the time went on I got used to it and I got to know more about you. When you’re down or having a bad day, you can always come to me and i’ll try to make it better :) Even if it means showing you Yaoi in order to make you laugh n say “GET THAT THING AWAY FROM MEH! X<” XD Remember the times we used to chat on the phone for like… half hour to an hour back in the day? Talking about anything that comes to mind. I miss those moments. Actually I miss those moments with everyone… See how introverted I am?! Sheesh! haha. If it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t have opened up to anyone. You’ve been by myside since intermediate times and you have never failed me. Sure we had some arguments here and there but we can’t really stay mad at one another. We could be at each others throats one day and the next we’re best buddies!
So all I am saying is that there are plenty of opportunities to hang out. Maybe not during this break but maybe during weekends or after graduation no? I would really like you to come this weekend to Kawaii-kon so you can experience it for yourself but since you don’t know how to get there that’s the only problem. You can either meet up with Jason and Kevin at ilima bus stop a little before 8am on friday or saturday (since they have to go to n from kon everyday from 8am to idk pm) or you can catch the bus or( ask your parents) to ala moana one of the days and just call me and i’ll take time out of my schedule just to go there and pick you up! >:] I hope you read this and if not then, theres always next time you can read it. I want to let you know that these are my true words to you. I don’t care if you tell me that i’m just saying this just because of your post. I’ve been meaning to make these letters to every dear friend i have made through out the 18 years of my life. I believe i did one for kayla some time ago but I think I should be making one again since it’s the new year already.
Your bf (BEST FRIEND),
Jessica Bragg
